The End of The Beginning or The Beginning of The End?

                       There's nothing more frightening than a cold, hard, slap in the face by reality. Am now entering the first month of the LAST year in high school and there's truthfully nothing I can do to calm my nerves. I AM AT THE EDGE OF MY SEAT. I'm practically scaring myself, thinking of worst case scenarios (Failing SPM, losing the friendships I've built with all these amazing people I've met throughout the years, changing into someone I don't wanna be, not being able to achieve my goals and dreams, etc..) Okay so I'm a paranoid person but change is something inevitable, everyone knows that fact very well and yet we turn a blind eye on it.

                        But yet again, I wouldn't be who I am today if it wasn't for the experiences and pains of going through high school. So here I state, "I have no regrets". Note the title of this post. This is it. The last year of high school. The end and yet the beginning. The beginning of what is to come, the unanswered questions, the path that I'm gonna carve with my own bare hands. Even as we speak,  the butterfly in my stomachs are acting up. Excited? Yes. Scared? Definitely. Starting now I'm painting my own destiny on a pure, white canvas.

                        My next posts are gonna be about the people I treasure the most, the memories I don't ever wanna let go. I'm gonna stack those memories neatly in the form of posts :) I look forward to it. The year where the bonds are gonna get stronger not weaker. The beginning of the end or was it the end of the beginning? Bye now people :)